Pioneer Cemetery

This was the second Church Site, Nick and I visited.

This Cemetery holds the graves of the 3 witnesses of the Book of Mormon; Oliver Cowdry, Martin Harris, and David Whitmer.  There are several other people buried in this cemetery as well...both LDS and non-LDS.

One of the things that touched me so much...aside from the church history aspect...was how many babies and young children were buried in this cemetery.  It made it so real for me, what people went through so many years ago.  To lose a child was not uncommon.  One headstone was dedicated to three children from one family.  One girl was 3 years old, one girl was a year old, and the other was just 6 months old.  This particular memorial site brought tears to my eyes.  To think that these parents had lost all three of their girls at around the same time was devastating to me.  My heart ached for them...even though 200 years has passed since their deaths.

Before we arrived at the cemetery, I spent some time reading the history of the site online.  In the early 1900's the church obtained the land, and it became a Priesthood calling to restore and maintain the cemetery.  Some headstones were dug up from up to 15 inches below the ground.  Others, barely readable anymore, were also found, and placed in an area of the cemetery for remnants of headstones.  Grass was planted, along with beautiful trees and flowers.  A monument was dedicated to the three witnesses, and some background information about the Book of Mormon, along with the Testimony of the 3 Witnesses was transcribed on the monument.

Again, the feelings I felt at this site were that this was a very sacred, holy, ground.  It was a peaceful resting place for all laid to rest there.  It was beautiful, and calm.  The Spirit was strong.  It was humbling, and increased my gratitude for my own family.

Far West

This was another Temple Site, that was dedicated, but never built, because the members were driven out before it could be finished.  The 4 cornerstones, representing the Quorum of the 12 Apostles, the Aaronic Priesthood, the Melchizedek Priesthood, and the First Presidency of the Church, were laid.  The cornerstones still exist on the land, and are preserved in glass, with markers explaining the representation of each cornerstone.

The monument describes that the Lord had consecrated the land to be a Holy and Sacred land, and commanded that a temple should be built there.

Prior to their being driven out, there were roughly 5,000 members of the church living in the area.  There were several stores, and businesses, as well as 150 houses.  Today, there is nothing.  Not a thing, except this monument, and a general store.  The land is all farmland.  The houses had either been torn down or burned when the saints were driven from the land.

Again, it was very overwhelming for me to see what the saints had to go through for the gospel.  My heart is full of gratitude that we live in a day and age where we can practice our religion, without the extent of persecution that they had to go through.

The land surrounding the Temple Site was so serene and peaceful.  Nick and I saw about twelve deer leaping through the tall grass together.  I tried to put myself in the pioneer's shoes, and felt that I would have wanted to settle here as well, if I were them.






Another amazing spiritual experience on this land.  I could have stayed here all day to take in the Spirit that I felt here.

Haun's Mill

The Haun's Mill Massacre site was the last church history site we visited.  This was the site where 75 LDS families resided peacefully.  The land itself is very peaceful.  40 acres, along a small river.  The site is about 4 miles down a gravel road.

On October 30, 1838, 250 Missourians stormed the land, and murdered 19 Saints, and injured 13.  This was one of the worst massacres of the "Mormon War" in the 1800's.  Men, women, and children were murdered.  One account was of a 9 year old boy, who hid in the mill during the attack.  He was found, and pulled out, and a man held a musket to his head and killed him.  The man's remarks were "Knits turn into lice, and this one would have turned into a Mormon."

The bodies were then put into a well, and a marker stone was place over the well to mark where the bodies rested.  The land has changed hands several times, and the marker stone has been moved several times.  The exact location of the well is no longer known.  The Church recently purchased the land in April, and have created a monument to remember those who lost their lives on that day.

The feeling of this land was very somber.  Very heart wrenching to know the horrible act that had occurred there.  These people truly consecrated their lives to the church, and many gave their lives for their faith.  Once again, I feel so grateful for the opportunities that we have today, and for the sacrifices of those who went before us, so that we can worship, and proclaim our faith proudly.

Some notes about the last 6 months.

I was thinking today of all that has happened over the last 6 months...there is a lot. I will try to sum it up as well as I can.

• Beckett was born...perfect as can be. 8 pounds, 2 ounces, 21 inches long. Blonde hair, and blue eyes. He was everything we hoped for. Nick and I were overcome with happiness with the newest addition to our family.
• When Beck was 2 months old, I got sick. VERY sick. We passed illness around our house for about a month. I didn't go to church for a very long time. It got to the point that I actually asked for meals for our family, and I hate asking for help. I just didn't have the energy to cook. We had meals brought in for nearly 2 weeks. I will forever be grateful to all that helped us during that time.
• At 3 months, we noticed Beckett's eyes moving, and took him to the doctor. He was diagnosed with nystagmus, and referred to Little Rock for further testing. We recently had these tests done, and Beckett was diagnosed with Ocular Albinism and Fovea Hypoplasia. We learned that he has poor vision. While this is heartbreaking news, we are committed to do whatever we need to for our little boy.
• Brody graduated Kindergarten! Cannot believe my little guy is almost 6 years old and about to be in First grade! Where have the last 6 years gone?
• Peyton completed her first year of Joy School! She LOVED doing the Joy School program with her friends, and we are looking forward to participating again next year.
• Nick's business exploded. Literally. He has been working sun up to sun down doing carpet cleaning. I'm not complaining, but I sure do miss his handsome face!
• I went back to work between 10-20 hours a week at Hospice. I still love my job, but also love being home with my kids as much as possible. I feel I have found a good balance.
• We went to the Kansas City Temple open house with the kids. It was a fun weekend of Cheesecake Factory, a hotel water park, the Temple, and fun at the mall. It was an unforgettable weekend!
• I attended the Temple one day with Angie. We had a blast! The 3.5 hour drive (one way) always seems to fly by with a good friend by my side. We always have some great conversations, and a lot of fun.
• Mom and Steve came for Christmas and got to see Beckett for the first time at 1 month old. Mom came again in May, when Beckett was 6 months old.
• Peyton started gymnastics. She is super good! We are thinking about taking most of the summer off though, because we are so busy this summer.
• Brody played soccer for the NWA Lightning league. He was on the Gators team. He is such a great soccer player! I love watching him play, and improve with each season.

I'm sure a ton more happened over the last 6 months, but those are the things that come to mind right now.

Gymnastics

Peyton started gymnastics a few weeks ago at Genesis Gymnastics in Bentonville. We are LOVING it! Her coach, Coach Erin is amazing! She is so patient, and great with the girls (right now it is just Peyton and one other girl in her class.)

Peyton is doing so well. She listens really well to her teacher and is SO flexible. Nick and I feel like we need to keep her in this because she has south potential to be a great gymnast.

Every morning she wakes up and asks me if she is going to gymnastics today. I remind her that it is only on Thursday's, and once thursday comes around, it is a non stop round of questions about when we are leaving until we actually leave. She is so excited to be a part of this.

P.S. sorry about the quality of the pictures. I had to zoom pretty far from the parents area upstairs.

A blogger app?

Ok people! I'm so totally back! I can now blog from my phone! So excited, as I take most of my on the go pictures from my phone! Can't wait to start sharing all the funny happenings and sayings from our days. Here are some phone pictures to update everyone!

Beckett Cole Petersen

On November 21, 2012, our lives for forever changed for the better. We welcomed our third child into our world. Beckett Cole Petersen was born at Northwest Medical Center, in Bentonville, AR. He weighed 8 pounds, 2 ounces, and was 21 inches long. My labor was long (close to 12 hours after I was induced), but when he was ready to come, the pushing was very quick (1 push!)

I wound up staying in the hospital for 2 nights, so that they could keep an eye on Beckett after his "little boy" procedure. While I don't care for staying in the hospital, it was nice to have 2 days where all I absolutley had to do was lay in bed and snuggle my sweet new baby.

Brody and Peyton were instantly in love with their new brother. They love him so much, and spend a lot of time cuddling him, and kissing on him.